Hi Pinn, that sounds like a big leap - she watched four hours of TV straight, so there must be an OM! Best not to mindread into situations like that my friend.
Now then, in terms of your frustration about NC. Probably the best plan is to give her the gift of time and space right now. What GAL do you have in progress to occupy your mind and your time? GAL is great to help shift your focus away from stuff that you posted above.
Hope you have a good weekend.
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