Going dark is wearing on me a bit. Not because I want to contact her (I already know the result of that), but I get frustrated that she has not tried to contact me. I get nothing. Over the past week I have thought about just filing to get this over with but am still trying to be patient. It is hard having no idea what she is thinking.
My wife and I have still have some things that are not completely separate. Things like netflix and sirius XM, the netflix is under her name, sirius XM under mine. I like netflix so I still watch it. Anyway, I noticed last night that House of Cards was in the 'continue watching' section. It was on season 2, episode 1. Today, it was on season 2 episode 5. So what right? This means 4 episodes were watched last night, that's four hours. My wife and I used to binge watch shows together (Dexter, breaking bad, mad men etc). This confirms a OM in my mind because there is no possible way she sat there on a Friday night by herself and watched 4 hours of TV. It bothers me a bit that she found someone else to step in and do something that we had enjoyed doing together.
Do ya'll think I should just continue on with going dark and let things play out? I am not sure what the alternative is. I guess ending things 100% is the alternative.
