Thank you so much, Mona. It gives me hope. That makes a lot of sense. Unfortunately I'm very dependent on my H for money and soon work at the moment. I'm really excited about this opportunity that I'm being given, but it'll be hard to not ever contact him. He also has a months long work trip coming up, and I'm wondering how much I should be the one to initiate contact between him and our 3 YO.
Thanks again for your explanation. It is much appreciated.