Sunny and Raliced, I really really really wish I had seen your posts sooner. It was too late. I went home to do a load of laundry for myself and W was there. I confronted her. Uggh. It never goes well. I can never seem to do or say the right thing. I am very down about it. And not surprisingly, I received two more harassing "anonymous" text messages since. HOW IS IT THAT I AM ALWAYS MADE TO FEEL LIKE THE VILLAIN?

I had an IC appt yesterday. I asked him why I am having such difficulty letting go of my anger. He said it is too early. Anyone in my sitch would still be angry. The anger is normal and I am still very much in the midst of things. I hate my life right now. I really do. I am so sick of being consumed by all this.

RAI


Me 48 XW 45
lots o' kids
D April 2017