Thank you, Thornton. You really are a big help. I think I will see about getting some meds. This is all almost too much and I really can't handle it anymore. I try so hard but I feel like I am sinking with no escape in sight. I know this is a long road, and that just makes it that much harder. I miss her so much.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.