I feel better this morning, still a bit concern and bothered by how my wife is trying to turn this whole financial thing into me being a deadbeat, trying to take advantage of her, or just being malicious.
This morning she texts me with how she feels I should pay the difference for the babysitter, and how I seem to be doing things lately to get back at her, start a war or the gloves have come off... This completely surprises me, because ever since that huge argument in which she cut me off completely, I have been keeping my distance, given her her space and when speaking with her I have been cordial, civil, and friendly.
She has begun throwing things in my face, saying I have excess money, I have been buying suits, vacations, watches, clothes for the kids, etc; while not giving her more money. I calmly explained that this all took place during a period of time, all on my credit cards, as a means to make myself feel better in a horrible situation. These things weren't purchased overnight. I know I shouldn't be explaining but I really don't know how to handle this situation as I don't want it to escalate further.
Sorry that was my journaling... I have been doing much better today, and will head to the gym later to continue my training, it always helps to release some of this energy.
Here is my PMA for the day
Quote of the day:
"Do not let yesterday’s events spoil today’s moments. There is so much goodness around you. So many things that can nourish your mind, body, and soul. Allow yourself the nourishing fuel that today has to offer. Nourish your life with empowering ingredients. Make peace with the hurtful past. Stop letting it be part of the recipe for your daily life and let the past be what it is; an expired moment in time."
- Maraboli, Steve. Unapologetically You: Reflections on Life and the Human Experience