Just got in for a quick walk to clear my head before work. I am really feeling down today. I want this marriage to work so bad. It's like no matter what, I get this dread feeling that it's over. For 10 years she has been my entire life. Maybe I am just over thinking stuff again. It's just so hard to think that our R has gotten to this point because for all that time she has been an awesome wife. I miss her so much and want to tell her so, but I know now isn't the time. Maybe this separation and LRT stuff will really work. How do I continue?
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
