What a Wonder-Filled World...

[holdingon]

So I guess that is what's been really hard for me. I never felt that unhappiness, only felt that we were more often letting busy life get in the way and needed to refocus on one another.

But mostly, when I sit and think about it, I'm just even more completely amazed that we are here right now. Because there is no good reason for it, really.

I think this is why it is so incredibly hard for me to let go and move on... there is NO closure cause there was no "opening". We went from talking to A... and I know we could get IT back if only given the chance, but unfortunately, a stubborn, slow, frightened, confused man holds the keys to opening up conversation.