Tinydoc's first post, 5 months in.

[TDball]

I have had our dog for 7 days while on vacation, and having her around makes such a difference.

H doesn't want to let me keep her for another week. He gave me various reasons, none of which made sense, and then said he feels lost without her. If this is the first time he has felt lost in the past 6 months, then he's a lucky man.

He still comes across as so angry, and continues to contradict himself, even when we're only discussing the dog. It makes me think that my whole life has been turned around and disrupted by someone who hasn't actually thought anything through.

In other news, I realized I forgot to assign my personal statement to some of my fellowship applications, which is probably why I have so few interviews- my application was technically incomplete. Unfortunately most interview spots have been given out already. This BD came at such a terrible time in so many ways.