Wow! Thanks to all of you for the uplifting and motivating posts! I feel so much stronger after reading them... yes, that would be me, sucking in all your positive energy.
And Trish! How good to hear from you! It's been a while. I hope you are doing well.
Quote: I like to believe that if he LET himself he could/would love me again. I think that is why he is so afraid to let his guard down too much with me....It's like we are KRYPTONITE!!!!!!!!
Oh, this just cracked me up, SS! I feel like this too. Like, OK, let the guard down already. Because we've seen what happens when he does.
Today got a very businesslike 2 line email from H about my web site in response to my nice warm one about web site. I responded in kind. What else to do?
I am finding lately that other people aren't so afraid of my Kryptonite powers (or their own). And I am starting to appreciate that.
SS and Azure, the sign seems to be on the back again these days!
The papers--initial filings-- are sent in and no word from H yet about that. No words at all, actually. My H has gone silent. No signal.
I'd like to believe that is a positive thing. Not sure I can though.
I have had a busy week... amazing amount of work and social activity for one week, at least for me. It's been good for my state of mind.
I keep wondering... am I in LRT? ALRT? What IS this? And does it matter what it is? I realized today that I am an old-school romantic... I never thought of myself that way. But it's true.
Tonight I turned down two invitations for drinks and went and bought myself some flowers. Guess I am romancing myself these days.
