I continue following your sitch and want to commend you for all your continued strength. I think taking good care of YOU, is the key right now, and you are doing it. Just focus on YOU one day at a time. You are teaching us a lot in the way you handle each sitch with your H. Why can't they let their guard down and be honest....too much d@m* pride, I guess. Too bad for them in the long run.
