I really needed to read that. My panic seems to overwhelm me some days, and others not so much. I am trying so hard. I read those 37 over and over and over.
I agree that my W is rewriting our marital history. Sometimes in our counseling sessions I just sit there and shake my head. We have another tonight. Can't wait to see the outcome of this one. Now, I have really been doing the LRTs these past couple of weeks and it seems that she is noticing. But then again, I may be just imagining things again.
I have also really been working on re-gaining my self-confidence, being capable, busy, etc. Being the best father that I can be is the most important thing in my life. You are right, I have been putting on the happy face for a while now - I never let her see the torn up me. I am trying not to be so optimistic, but I swear that may be a candle at the end of the tunnel. Who knows.
I went to my own counselor today and worked on becoming the best man that I can possibly be. Lots of stuff talked about, but I really do feel better about my self and haven been lately.
Thank you again and please keep in touch. Your words are having a much greater effect on me than you know.
Thank you!!!
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
