No, It wasn't 18 years we talking about only 2 years. Something was off and I just thought once the finical stress of college was gone it would get better.
There is no intimacy anymore. Over a year.
Relationship friend zone at best. She said she still likes doing things with me. But she says she knows I want a passionate relationship and she is not passionately in love with me. When she DB she said she didn't know what she wanted and even said that she didn't say she never wanted to try again. But that was all in the first 2 months. She said she needed space and I never gave her enough and I think she just shut down.
I am easily irritated I go quite if I don’t get my way I don’t finish what I’ve started I didn’t spend enough time with my kids I didn’t spend enough time with my wife
That is why I am spiraling now. I thought I was making progress towards these but I look back now and it is not much. The only one I think I have made real progress on is spending more time with the kids specifically the youngest.
