Yesterday my fear, anxiety got the best of me, started snooping around but found nothing, felt wrong like I was stealing or something. Will not be doing that again, I truly must let go and continue praying.
Didn't sleep to well but slept enough.
Feeling a little better this morning, a new friend reached out to me, I don't have any friends so this was a nice surprise.
Its so hard for me to meet new people, I feel like people tend to judge and Im naturally shy so I cant just go out by myself, this is by far the hardest thing ever.
If I had any friends I think this would have gone much easier.
W has plenty, its almost like new people flock to her now that she is "single" drives me nuts.
