Ghost Busting Working on me Part 2

[ATPeace]

Sandi2 You have no idea how grateful I am for your help I really am right now I know I am spiralling right now I think I'm in trouble

I realise that my wife is gone I have a trouble accepting it but I do realise this is the case being at home with her in the house I don't know how long I can go on for this I do not want to be the one to clear everything in the house I do not want to be the one to start the divorce proceedings I am honestly lost

When. I have spoken to my wife about selling the house and she says we will deal with that when and if we have to sell it just makes me have a sliver of hope but I know this is wrong

I am trying my best to detach I'm trying my best to not think about a life without her doing every day and her not being there Christmas Easter school holidays bringing my daughter up alone but seeing my wife who will then be by ex w on a daily basis.

I so want to try and convince her that this is wrong but I know that is wrong [censored] I don't know what to do

I just don't know I feel lost and I'm going to be alone and I have to work on myself I must I have to go right now I'm going to the gym

Sandi2 thank you

Ghost