Im passed the point of crying and breaking down. The embarrassment comes from knowing what I know about the woman I married. More importantly the embarrassment comes from not doing the steps this great site instructs me to do. Posting is just gonna leave yall frustrated with me for not following the rules of DBing.
The divorce is now "pending" for the next 16 months. Meanwhile I have come back home. She begged me to. When I got here 3 days ago she cried, and hugged me, and said she felt so much safer now. That it finally feels like home again. Then I see on her phone later that day that she is STILL contacting OM. They talked for 15 minutes the same night I came home.
I was living with my sister for more than a month, and she COULDNT stay away from me. She came over every day, and begged me to come home. I would tell her I couldn't as long as she had ANY connection to ANY OM. She said he was going back to his W, and that it was over. It was evidently another lie.
