Oh thank you all for your kind words and good insight!! ((((((((((EVERYONE)))))))))))
I feel like my wagon hit a pretty reactive pothole. But I have the tires fixed and am rolling slowly along.
Quote: Then you are again walking a thin line, trying not to detach so much that you don't care, because it's so painful to try to be friends with them and watch their stumbling efforts and listen to them continuing to be hurtful. I love my H and I want him to CATCH THE HELL UP! Or I'm going to get too far away from him.
Oh, you said it Azure! This is how I'm feeling these days too. (You're never hijacking!)
I'm still in this weird semi-dark state. No word on my web site, no word from H at all.
I'm also feeling annoyed with H right now because he has disregarded our agreement to reimbuse me for his health insurance this month... leaving me with a hole in my checkbook that he well knows I can't make up right now.
Not even a note or call to say he's strapped for cash or can I wait a week or anything. No acknowledgement. I did send him a quick email about it--giving him the full benefit of the doubt and not allowing myself to be even annoyed at that point because he said he's been very busy and I have too, so I can relate to things slipping by.
But no response to that even, and it was a very friendly email. Giving more doubt, it's possible that he has not read email, but he still knows what our agreement is and what day it is. (OK...venting done now)
Also, did not land the big client I was hoping to land this week, so that's a bit disappointing...but got a new lead as well.
I will likely be off the BB a lot this week since I'm swamped work-wise and want to finish everything so I can go play with my friends on Friday night and finally work in that aromatherapy facial.
