Wonder....you are really asking yourself important questions. I think I agree with SS...at least try your 180s before putting h completely out of your life. Remember....it is YOUR LIFE to live....you can only take care of and control yourself. You have come so far, and helped so many of us. Drop the rope completely...wait...get busy...get distracted...find fun...and move forward.
Let go....LET GOD (he is right there ready to help you out).
