Lonely Hearts Club

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HI Rouky. I am so depressed lately that I can barely function. I think it is the medication. I will see my doctor the 12th of October and will ask her about it. I have never felt this way in my life. I am struggling at work and struggling to do anything at home. I sleep a lot. I can't seem to get my stuff together that I need for the divorce. Not sure if W is getting her's either. I am slowly detaching from her and I have an advantage over you in that I rarely see her. An advantage in that it is easier to detach. I still think your H will have an awakening and come to his senses. Could be wrong there. He would be an idiot to not do so. You are such a great catch! I wish that I had your strength.

I am having trouble eating and my weight has fallen to 150lbs. I think that is 68kg. My pre-cancer weight was 165. I am over six feet tall. I feel OK though and I am still working out and running 2.5 miles (4k). Do you ever struggle to eat? How do you address it if you do? I have heard it called divorce-thin. I don't need to be any more thin.

I have friends who want to fix me up with girls. I just don't feel like it yet but it would be nice to have someone to talk to occasionally. My patience has deserted me. I want my health back and I want my divorce over. I only get one chance to get the divorce right however and I have got to be strong. Rouky where do you find your strength?

Keep praying for me as I have to keep fighting. I am so thankful to have my friends here. My family is so good to me as well. Trying to GAL and have been watching nieces play vollyball. I do need to do more though. Hope your evening was nice!