She told me today that the reason we split was she had changed had become a very different person does love me but just not in the way I want her to love me
1) Why in the heck are you having a conversation in which this would be discussed?
2) Why in the heck are you believing what she is saying?
Azzork the conversation just came about I do not know what to believe so will chose to believe nothing that comes out her mouth ...I guess I am still screwing u
I have to start moving forwards
The conversation just....magically.....came about? Sorry, but Im skeptical. There is NOTHING. NOTHING. NOTHING. to be gaqined by having this conversation. It causes you pain AND it causes HER to cause you pain, which only makes her upset with YOU for putting her in that position. Im sure she didnt just walk up to you and say this...
As for the words, who KNOWS why shes actually doing this. Maybe even SHE doesnt know. So rehashing and beating yourself up over things shes saying just arent useful.
Its not about not screwing up. We all screw up sometimes. It's about learning and doing.
Im really glad that you joined a class - dance, cooking, tae kwon do, whatever. Just gad youre getting out and doing something new. Now go and be friendly and confident, even if you have seven left feet.
