Thank you so much ILYNOT. I really like these verses very much.

I will continue to re-read these today. I really need to get her out of my mind like that. I am just replaying her actions and the mean things she has said to me, the way she has spoken about me to her friends. Again, I know I need to let this go, and I need to forgive, in order for me to get to a good place. I am trying to do all of the above.

Trying to repeat what I am grateful for right now, thanking our Lord for the situation, and the fact that he wants me to grow from it. Staying focus on my goals, but this takes so much headspace and I want to reclaim it for more productive things.

It amazes me, how I came to fall to being like this. I have always been confident, sure of myself, and pretty even keeled.

M: 34 W: 33
S: 7
S: 14 months
BD: 6/2015
Separation: 6/2015
Back and Forth between Home and Moms