Passing by as always. Its been a while. I have been busy, which is good.
I know the feeling about them having fun without you. I have shifted that to be happy for them, and of course I wish I was there partaking but glad my W has at least made them a priority and is taking them out and building their relationship with her. Compassion and Love brother, this will make us much better people. The sadness will be there, I know it is for me.
I am so glad to ready up on what you are grateful for and your goals for today. Keep up the good work and fight the good fight brother. Remember you are AWESOME!!!
Will continue to pass by with my support. God Bless.
M: 34 W: 33 S: 7 S: 14 months BD: 6/2015 Separation: 6/2015 Back and Forth between Home and Moms
Feeling angry today, sent her an email that was pretty cold now that I think about it but it has to do a joint account that is affecting me and she hasn't filed and neither have I.
SO I guess I had to protect myself.
Feeling like sh*$, Im taking 20 steps back with this.
Don't judge yourself too badly. We will feel this way from time to time, we are all human and sometimes are feelings will be strong enough to spark action. You will learn from this experience, you will get to where God has ordained you to be. Forgive yourself for the action you took and stop the judgement.
Do what's right for ILYNOT, without being malicious or ill will towards your W.
I am rooting for you brother, we are only getting to a better place on this journey.
God Bless.
M: 34 W: 33 S: 7 S: 14 months BD: 6/2015 Separation: 6/2015 Back and Forth between Home and Moms
im feeling your post ILYNOT. I accepted Jesus Christ on 09/27/2015 amen!! My life left 2 weeks ago and is living in a shelter. She has one of the biggest pride in the world , but i am praying for her. She wont have any communication with me and is keeping my daughters until "she finds herself". I am praying and im leaving the situation with Jesus Christ and letting him decided our faith. She is getting lawyers and i accepted Jesus instead. I hope we fix our issues. I have strong HOPE.
I just caught up with your posts. I am sorry to hear about the new information you have been receiving. I myself continue to find things, that only hurt. Keep the faith brother, I know that I have a lot to work on in order to become someone better, so I am trying to focus on that.
God is Good, we need to Let Go and Let God.
Keep your faith and keep your chin up. God bless
M: 34 W: 33 S: 7 S: 14 months BD: 6/2015 Separation: 6/2015 Back and Forth between Home and Moms
Hey everyone, this weekend was good, had a lot of fun with my kids, enjoyed every moment with them, took them to church, guess what it the topics were about? Divorce and Abortion.
Will continue praying everyday to trust GODs will, I have not had the urge to text nor call, I pray that satan and all evil be removed from our minds, hearts and souls.
Good morning, woke up feeling great this morning, had to struggle again with getting the kids ready for school and making breakfast etc.
I get angry at times since W has never had to struggle with any of this, I have always been the one to take the kids, pick them up make them bfast, etc.
Now that she has her own place, since she works early, she leaves to work and her parents help her getting the kids ready for school, breakfast etc.
I sometimes wonder if she will ever change since she never struggles, nor suffers, she always has someone there to help.
