Today has been an eventful morning for me, the boys got up earlier, my little one who has been sick got up while I tried to beat them to the day by taking a shower before they getting up...didn't work.
I am feeling sad, hurt, and anxious this morning. Can't seem to shake the fact that my wife is entertaining all of these flirtatious conversations. It hurts but trying to work on forgiveness. I just can't believe that this is where we are, and that this is how she decides to act. It becomes hard to accept that she is talking to this person everyday, about her day, her desires, etc and with me nothing, short messages about the kids. It definitely hurts. I know is cheese less, but I need to get to the point in which I have accept it, so just processing my feelings.
I have decided to try and minimize the repeated talking about my situation to others, I want to begin having a more bright, light outlook in life, and revisiting this situation all the time, I feel impedes that.
Anyway, that was sort of the journaling of my feelings this morning.
Here are my PMAs for today:
Quote of the Day:
I am so grateful for my troubles. As I reflect back on my life, I have come to realize that my greatest triumphs have been born of my greatest troubles.
Maraboli, Steve (2013-06-20). Unapologetically You: Reflections on Life and the Human Experience
