Ghost Busting Working on me Part 2

[ATPeace]

Did not get much sleep at all last night going to try to get some of the sleep remedy that Huddy recommended ....

Been to the gym big work out feel better for this still spending time ..with the w but will need to try to spend less as the days go by just do not know quite how I will mange this not looking for answers just know it is going to be hard

Not sure if I have got my sitch wrong I only suspect an EA have no proof but it is what it is for now

She told me today that the reason we split was she had changed had become a very different person does love me but just not in the way I want her to love me
I feel that if she says ths then I have even less to feel that it was all my fault

I guess she just changed so I do not know if there is anything I can do other than move on and this is going to be very very hard

I do not feel she is cake eating she does not ask me to do things for her I choose to do them

Another day

It took her three years to detach and make her mind to separate.....so I am four months in to this not going to be easy but I inow this will take time