Just wanted to bump you up....and pump you up (?) You have to just "drop the rope," I guess. You stay strong, confident. When you share your feelings, share them with clarity, try to take the emotion out. (That may add pressure JMHO).
Keep determined to stay on your track. You are doing so well, don't forget that.
(BTW, thanks for the words of encouragement on my post...it really helps the PMA!!)