Ghost Busting Working on me Part 2

[ATPeace]

Thank you all for the comments and the support one of the problems that I have is hearing it and dealing with it are two separate issues I am trying to accept it but I am still very much in denial

I do not know if four months into this is early days or not all I know is that right now my life feels to be falling apart I am self employed and my work is going quiet to add to my concerns

I do not want to separate from my W ....IT HAPPEND

I do not want to be a part time dad have the kids only several days a week if I am lucky it WILL HAPPEN

I do not want to sell our house IT WILL HAVE TO SELL

The logistics of selling we have soooo much stuff in this house every single thing every single item ....will need to go or be packed up ...so much stuff time for a good clear out

I am not looking for answers I know I am spinning round and round I just need to get my head arround the full logistics of my position

Will post again soon