That sounds great. You should be proud of what you just wrote. It is the beginning to becoming a better you. Things will be tough for a while. Most of us were unable to eat for a while. There are going to be those things that conjure up memories that make you sad. That is ok to have those feelings. In time you will be able to handle them a little better.
I still cry when I see pictures, or see a movie that reminds me of experiences with her or my children. I get sad at the loss of my hopes and dreams. However, with time things have become easier. A lot of that is thanks to the people on the this board encouraging me to DB the right way.
There will always be times when you are not sure what to do. If that happens, come here and start writing like you have been.
Me: 30's W: 30's M: 12yrs EA: Started 3/2015 MC Started: 4/2015 She moved out and served 6/2015 PA: Confirmed 10/5/2015 2 young kids
"If you do not stand for something you will fall for anything."