Good afternoon Family,

Its been a while since I posted, needed a few days to regroup. Have been distant, yet cordial and friendly with W since the huge fight. Nothing too much to write about there. I still miss her and I still think about what she is up to. I have been spending time with my boys and took the oldest with me to a friend's house were my friends and I had dinner as a family.

I refocusing on myself again, moving ahead with some of my goals, which I came to realize I lost focus on. Need to continue to work on detaching by GAL, focus internally, honor, love, respect, and accept myself. Working on the drinking and the controlling tendencies that I have, maybe even anger, so weird, don't know if I am overanalyzing and being too hard on myself.

Getting back to my PMA, so here is today's PMA:

Quote of the Day:

“invent yourself and then reinvent yourself,
don't swim in the same slough.
invent yourself and then reinvent yourself and
stay out of the clutches of mediocrity.

invent yourself and then reinvent yourself,
change your tone and shape so often that they can never categorize you.

reinvigorate yourself and
accept what is
but only on the terms that you have invented
and reinvented.

be self-taught.

and reinvent your life because you must;
it is your life and
its history
and the present
belong only to
you.”

- Charles Bukowski

Video of the day:

ReInvent yourself: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h5vm1lC0evg


M: 34 W: 33
S: 7
S: 14 months
BD: 6/2015
Separation: 6/2015
Back and Forth between Home and Moms