Yeah. I feel like that too sometimes. The anger, the hurt, the coldness, all of that from W, and yet, somehow, I still believe. That feeling of "if i only had that ONE more chance..." but knowing that theres almost no chance that I will get it.
But thats OK. The work that I do now will pay off someday. It's my W's choice (for now) as to whether she wants to benefit from it.
