Thank you As, Sunny and Mutatio, your thoughts are a big help.
Today is the start of a new week, my first appt with a L, and my last week with Woofie for a bit. It's all very real right now. Still taking things one day at a time.
I had dinner on Saturday night with a good friend that just got dumped by her long term boyfriend. We had a lot to talk about. She said that all she wanted was for him to come to her and say, "I understand that this is very painful for you. Hurting you wasn't my intention but I realize that I have."
I could definitely resonate with that. It may never happen and I imagine that the highest path to take is to find ways to have peace without ever hearing it, but I'd like the same respect. I'm working towards not needing it and finding ways to understand that it makes sense to me without needing it as well.
What a journey this all is.
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