Thanks Mahhty, when you put it in those terms it makes a lot of sense.

I'm trying, but I feel insecure around him. And so annoyed with myself for bringing up OW today. ARGGHH!!!
Hopefully a glass of wine and Homeland can take my mind off things for a bit.

Ps: Does anyone remember how long it took before they could sleep well again? Without waking up super early not able to go back to sleep?