I see a lot of growth here on the BB! And you are one of them! Awesome stuff!
Quote: I know that OW is a misguided attempt to deal with his emotional pain-- like the addiction that feels good, then makes him feel like sh*% when reality hits, then starts the cycle of going back to it trying to feel good again. And I know it's hard for him to really deal with that.
I'm sorry that he has to deal with all of this, really, because in my heart I know that H is a wonderful guy who's in a lot of pain. But I know he has to deal with it and that I can't.
Gee, sounds like I could say those words! My H reconnecting between Oct-end of Dec. And then he backed way off. His att. calling him seemed to make him run back into the tunnel and into OW's arms. H peaks out a little once in a while. No expectations! They say one thing, mean another and we think that they say things to test us.
But, you are handling this all well! I'm very proud of you!
