Hey py. Thanks mate. I totally get that and yes, we ARE going to have a great life. TBH I don't want to go back. I want to move forward and it will be good. I know that once I sell this place and move to a new area life will be fantastic.
I'm TOTALLY detached now. Nothing she can say or do affects me much. I don't hurt. I don't think about her except in practical terms. I took V's advice and let it go.
And it feels good.
Peace.
Me:43 Her:42 M:14 S:9 EA started 2014/03 (or there abouts) PA started 2014/05/30 BD:2014/11/05 I left 2015/10/01 I returned 2015/05/02 She left 2015/06/10 OM still on the go.