Wonder, I think at this point, DBing is getting a life. And you know I don't mean you don't have a life. I mean to do things for you, feel better about you, try to detach from your H, realize that NOTHING you can do will bring him to the end of his journey other than him growing and changing.
Realize that the Lord has a plan for you, and He is working for your greater good... have hope that the future WILL be brighter, that you are a wonderful person.
YES, I know all of this is difficult. Try to put your R with your H away for now. Leave it alone, look at the blessings you have in your life right now. Really let your sitch go, let God work on your H.
Hang in there.
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.
