Hi Bobby B. I don't think a letter like that ever helps. I think it is early days and there is more learning and growth to come. Patience and gentle perseverence (in improving yourself and your own life) are what is needed.
You also need to allow time for things to 'play out' on your W's side of the street.
Take care xx
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus