I wonder if while GAL it just becomes easier to move on.
After all, she has moved all her stuff out and been out on her own for 3 months. I have gone out on a couple of dates and I'm guessing so has she. It just doesn't seem this is the way we to get back together. I mean, I am doing my own thing, I am pretty much dark with her. We don't have any kids together and the only time we might see each other is during the upcoming divorce proceedings. I feel like I want to write her a letter and say that mistakes I made during our marriage were my fault I and continue to make myself a better person. And maybe I will be better from this. During the last month or so we were living in the same house she would say that she hoped I learned from my mistakes and would take that into future relationships.
I did learn, and I would like to be able to take it into the relationship of my marriage with my wife.