First Post, She just Left, Very unsure

[Shrike]

Thank you again Julie.. I have no energy left to hold anything back. I cry when I feel the pain. I let the anger out on the gym. I'm at peace when I feel everything will workout. Letting my emotions take me for the ride.

I try to set boundaries in y head with how in going to be when I have to talk to her but as soon as I see her or hear her voice I break down. Is it bad that I still hope that even if we've been divorced for years she'll wake up and realize she misses me and have the desire to be with me again? I guess for me do I want to be with someone who told me she can't love me they way I love her. And walked out of my life. I still don't know the answer.

I'll try and read tigers thread. I feel like I have no time, the days are going by in a blur.

Have not had a chance to talk to the attorney yet. I have a phone consult in the coming week.

Also reading no more mr nice guy. Some of the stuff applies to me. Not sure about other things he says.
Has anyone read winning your wife back before it's too late by Gary smalley?