Just went for a long run. Felt good. I was on such a good roll and did not want to stop but my toddler was about to fall asleep in the stroller.
All my adult life I have been with this man. I can't fathom ever wanting to be with another person. I feel like every single man I meet for the rest of my life, will me measured against my ex. And knowing he's happily in love with a woman, who understands him and is in the same situation as him, doesn't exactly help. I can believe how he went from wanting a big family with me to saying "hey, at least we had one kid"
