I don't know why I let certain things get to me. Two days ago when H picked up S4 he grabbed a special glass and said he was taking it because his sister was throwing an Oktoberfest party. Ok. Today was her husbands birthday so I texted him Happy Birthday and to have a great day. I asked him if he had anything planned for his big 3-0, he said just a few people over to our in-laws house. Well good old FB - pictures just were uploaded and it was a huge party. This kind of thing just makes me so sad. I feel so discarded and unloved by my family, who I have always regarded as such and loved beyond measure. Ugh I can't even type anymore I'm so upset by it.
Me:33 H:36 T:13 years M:10 years S4 Separated 05/15 H Filed 06/15
