Lonely Hearts Club

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Better day today. Very busy at work. Hanging with family this weekend. Have S13 tonight and that always makes for a better day! I will never get used to seeing him only half of the time. The instructor at the parenting class made a big issue of pointing out the severity of the change in parenting time. While I have it as good as any father in that I have him half of the time I still long for more time.

Will have to miss his concert because of work. I'm a little pouty about that. I have been to everything he has ever performed in except this one and the one the night of the parenting class. There will be many more so I must focus on the long term and the big picture.

I am very lonely and miss the conversation and the physical contact of my wife. I am for sure the marrying kind. Have to be patient though as I am in too much emotional pain and the uncertainty of the divorce to date anyone. It would be nice to have someone to talk to though.

Hope everyone is finding peace and knows that this too shall pass. We are all tied together by our situations and I hope that all of this has a purpose. God Bless you all!