Things seem to be on an upward trajectory...I think. She's a lot warmer and more affectionate than she used to be. For the most part happier. She has rough spots, a lot of the time triggered by things that have nothing to do with us; but by and large her whole demeanor and rhetoric are vastly improved. We get along great...even had our first ML session in a few months last week. Not the best we've ever had, but you gotta start somewhere. wink She seems to really want to rebuild things with me and talks like we have a future. If I didn't know better I'd say we were firmly in piecing...

But...(There's always a but).

I can't shake the feeling that I'm fooling myself. That I have more enthusiasm for this than she does. There's nothing specific; by everything I can tell things are a lot better. I have no evidence to tell me this...am I paranoid? Am I reading too much into things? Maybe I've just been on guard so much the last year that I'm having trouble relaxing. Is this normal in early piecing, to feel like the other person isn't fully in yet?

Ex Rzrback
Me 43 Her 44
D11, D15
T21, M19
BD 9/9/2014
Piecing

Sometimes if you want to see a change for the better, you have to take things into your own hands - Clint Eastwood