No problem, Lost. You are strong enough to get through this. You are valuable enough to do this for yourself. You WILL come through the other side a new woman.
But it won't happen by itself. So, are you ready to take that first step?]
This I struggle with - valuable enough? I don't believe that. Not yet anyway. You'll get there. Your happiness has to come from within. And it will. It will take time, but it isnt going to happen by itself. Take responsibility and accountability for it! Thats the point of setting the goals, making the lists, etc. To set yourself a roadmap to what you want, and then to hold yourself accountable to it!
Very emotional session with IC today and this was actually touched upon. I have trouble seeing any value in me especially after BD and interactions with my family. IC pointed it out and affirmed? that there is value in my "world" - my decisions, thoughts, feelings, etc. Just hearing her say that out loud drove me to sob as I don't feel valuable at all. Thats the best part about feelings. They are temporary. Show yourself your self worth, and you will start to feel differently.
I'm looking for that first step. But hurricane prep comes first tonight! Be safe, Lost!!!
