Update after a long time

[shodan]

My wife returned from her business trip last night and was for the most part fun and pleasant. I sense a bit of a cloud over her, which could be from the withdrawal. I do continue to struggle withe PTSD related to the affair. Different things can cause me to get anxious and develop the pains in my chest. I feel like we are in a lull in our recovering/piecing, but I am sure that is normal.

Any advice from a vet or someone who has gone through this stage would be helpful. I assume a lull is normal. The road to recovery is a long and winding one, but it would be nice to hear from someone who can validate that.