No problem, Lost. You are strong enough to get through this. You are valuable enough to do this for yourself. You WILL come through the other side a new woman.
But it won't happen by itself. So, are you ready to take that first step?]
This I struggle with - valuable enough? I don't believe that. Not yet anyway. Very emotional session with IC today and this was actually touched upon. I have trouble seeing any value in me especially after BD and interactions with my family. IC pointed it out and affirmed? that there is value in my "world" - my decisions, thoughts, feelings, etc. Just hearing her say that out loud drove me to sob as I don't feel valuable at all.
I'm looking for that first step. But hurricane prep comes first tonight!
M 43 H 48 M 19y T 20y D 14 S 12 H returned home from out of country 8/8/15 BD 8/11/15 EA Began end of June/beginning of July 2015; ongoing PA H denies ILYBINILWY
