im feeling your post ILYNOT. I accepted Jesus Christ on 09/27/2015 amen!! My life left 2 weeks ago and is living in a shelter. She has one of the biggest pride in the world , but i am praying for her. She wont have any communication with me and is keeping my daughters until "she finds herself". I am praying and im leaving the situation with Jesus Christ and letting him decided our faith. She is getting lawyers and i accepted Jesus instead. I hope we fix our issues. I have strong HOPE.