Time to let go.....How? (2)

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SO i have not posted in a day or so. I was given paperwork from W yesterday morning regarding the Separation and what she wants. It was good for a laugh for a minute. She basically wants enough money to where she does not need to work. I belive she is asking for so much thinking i will give in. I had my atty run numbers and she is entitled to just more than half of what she asked for. I calmly told her last night that i will need a few days to go through everything. I am trying to get my response as prepared as can be regarding all items. I am not sure how she is going to react. At this point things are a little surreal. we are moving forward. the discussion i am going to have is when do make this happen, with regards to the holidays. Do we try to wait until after for the kids or just get it done. i am not sure i can go much longer like we are, but for my kids i would.

I have also decided i am going to still follow many of you and give my 2 cents when i can but at this point i will only be posting about things that i can not work through. I am trying to make sure i put into play what i have learned and leave things to god. there was a great paragraph i read that i am going to find and post here. It is about letting go, but from a religious stand.

thank you all for your help and i will be here, but i am not going to try to relive every moment that happens on the computer and really let go.