So I sent my wife an email 3 days ago where I opened up to her. I shared with my deepest emotional problem. I told her how i was neglected when i was little boy and how that is affecting the way I am parenting and the way it has affected our marriage because i am not there for emotionally. I told her i have surrendered to Jesus Christ. I have gave him all my worries and sins and advised her to do the same. I have become closer to Jesus and God in this stage of my life. It's shame it had to get to this point to where i finally talk to Jesus. I offered my wife the house and told her i would leave the house since i still need to fix my deep emotional problems. I didnt get an answer from her email. Today her cousing txt me asking me how I was. (shes the only one that sees how she has treated me and how unfair she is being with me right now) I asked her to txt my wife how she was doing and how was she feeling. Maybe reconsidering her decision or anything. This is what her cousing told me she said "so she just said shes sressed and has anxiety from everything and is taking medication, as for reconsidering she doesnt seem to want to , shes already spoken to the lawyer that the shelter provided, shes just getting all anxious "the closer the date gets" thats what she said and that you pulled the jesus card before.
