WAS or what (2)

[roist]

I am still fighting, and would not say I am ready to move on. I am ready to move forward.

I still have my struggles and am not fully detached.I am lonely and sad, but I am determined to get through it. One way or another the other side will be a better place. And I will be a better man/father/son/friend etc.a better H too.

I aim to enjoy more stuff, but for now doing is a great start. Sometimes I amaze myself how normal I act whereas I am a mess in my head. Everyone has s£!t going on. It is important not to judge others, we don't know what they are going through. I always thought that but now I really know it.

I still need to improve focus at work and improve sleep quality.
A year in and I am tired, in all sences of being tired.

Anyone have an opinion on my upcoming anniversary?