I still love my wife. Id give anything for her to let us start again. I do not know how to let go.

I am drawn to her by this force I cannot explain.

She sent me a list of things she wants from the house. She is moving into a new place by herself in the next week or two.

she sent me a list of things she wants to split financially. she wants a lot..

I have gotten into contact with a lawyer...

I dont want any of this. I feel powerless.

I feel like I am just going along with everything. Why cant I fight for her.

M: 29 W: 28
D: 8 S:1
M: 10 T: 11
BD1: 8//15 (physically separate)
Back together: 4/16
BD2: 3/18, physically separate 6/18)
Here we are again.