If you want you can pop round and have a chat with my dog as it's the only conversation I have at home :-)
So proud of you to go out for a meal because a) you still did it and b) it was out of your comfort zone ( explaining why it didn't feel great!). The more you do it, the easier it will feel for you. Believe me if I can't go out once a week, I feel lost!
For the D, prepare yourself as best as you can financially and emotionally as this is only what you can do (the rest is out of your control!). Let your wife do what she has to do, just go with the flow. I know easier said than done :-)
Prozac is a long treatment but if it helps with your depression that is all good news. I know they have this happy pill effect but try to train your mind to see positive while on it! That's what I did and now I see life in a better light (with few relapses at time) but I don't regret taking them as they helped me!
Glad to hear you had a good time with S. At the moment he is your sunshine in your life, and think about the good times you had together if you feel sad.
